If Only

Have you ever wanted to be somewhere so much that it makes your heart ache just thinking about it? I am dealing with that right now. I want to be in Las Vegas on November third. I want to see Sara Lauren, my first roommate, get married to a wonderful man. I want to celebrate her big day with her...

but I can't. I can't because we don't have $350 for me to fly out there. I can't because we don't have money for a hotel. I can't because people don't let a 23 year old rent a car. 

I will have to celebrate from afar. I will have to miss my roomie's big day. I will have to content myself with pictures of her smiling face.