So Here It Is

I am going to complain about my life in this post. I am warning you all before you continue reading.

I hate my life right now. The only thing that is keeping me from curling up in a ball and ceasing to care about anything is the people who care about me. It just hit me about 20 minutes ago that my dad is leaving in like 5 days. He will be gone for a year. So for a year I have to deal with my dad being gone, not being able to get married until next year, and did I mention my dad being gone for a year with no leave?? I read things that my other friends are going through with their wedding planning and how hard it is to wait for a few months without their significant other before the big day. Guess what folks, I get to feel that for a freaking year! It must be really hard to be getting married over the summer, finding an apartment, and being sealed to the man you love for eternity when you want to.

My life is hard right now and even though I know it will all be fine a few years down the road when I am sealed to Casey it will all be ok. Right now though, every time we get a wedding announcement in the mail, every time I read someone's wedding plans, and especially when I see the young married couples in my ward I want to cry. It just isn't fair that the military gets to interfere in my life once again. And it isn't even like my dad is in a high enough position to ask for time off for my wedding. This just sucks.

I am not mad at any of my friends who are having minor issues with wedding planning, I am not mad at my dad or the military, I am mad at the situation and how much it sucks. Ok.... I'm done now. I hope I haven't offended anyone.